I spoke with someone from the "Admin" group today.
They said that I was free from the experiment...that I deserved a second chance and that this was a better place than Dreamsend. But then I learned that we came to this place because of an agreement that I don't remember to do something that I can't know. Apparently, if I learn this, I will go insane. I wonder if that's what you'd call irony?
I don't trust them. I don't like them or any of the other people in that group. In comparison to this...Dreamsend might have been the better option. At least I knew what was happening there.
But... they said such nice things. They worried about me. Do I deserve to be told these nice things? Do I deserve to be worried about? I don't...know what I can do with a second chance. What if I fail? What if I kill someone again?
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They said that I was free from the experiment...that I deserved a second chance and that this was a better place than Dreamsend. But then I learned that we came to this place because of an agreement that I don't remember to do something that I can't know. Apparently, if I learn this, I will go insane. I wonder if that's what you'd call irony?
I don't trust them. I don't like them or any of the other people in that group. In comparison to this...Dreamsend might have been the better option. At least I knew what was happening there.
But... they said such nice things. They worried about me. Do I deserve to be told these nice things? Do I deserve to be worried about? I don't...know what I can do with a second chance. What if I fail? What if I kill someone again?